A rough go…
Tuesday, June 24th, 2008I’m having a bit of a rough go of things here lately. My and my son’s cat died on the 12th of June. He had been with our family for almost 14 years. Now, my sister Susan, who has breast cancer, has a prognosis of only lasting 4 to 12 more weeks. Needless to say, pushing for the surgery has taken a back burner. I am still going to go for it, but I will wait to push hard for it until after Susan has passed. It makes no sense to rush into it in the first place, but especially now.
I still don’t know if I want GB or LB, but am still leaning toward GB. At this point, the surgeon hasn’t offered me either. I’m continuing to do all he asks and give him what he asks for. I guess he has to have me jump through hoops to see how serious I am about this. Wellsir, I am serious, and have been jumping for a little while now. As far as I know, he hasn’t received the “profile” and “conclusion” from the psychiatrist. Like I said earlier, he didn’t tell me that’s what he wanted. He just said he wanted a letter and a phone call, so that’s what he got. I think he thinks I’m going to go away, but I am not. I’m just waiting until all this with Susan settles down and waiting until she is laid to rest. Then I will be pushing for it again. He just doesn’t know me. He doesn’t realize how stubborn and determined I am. He will learn. lol